its just mee

Am I ditto like Calvin
Who has just his Hobbes
with him as a friend
who exists just for him

he just sees his parents
day in and day out
does not like his
female friend
neither his miss wormwood

for me hobbes is my soul
i talk to myself
jus like calvin talks to
Hobbes

even i hav many people around
its jus more of me
everytime
i talk to everyone
tell them my plans
my problems
my dreams

but am i being true to 'em?
at times i jus don knw
y i go sad suddenly
i jus want to be with me

because ppl ask me reasons
of which i don hav any replies
do i have to give reasons
am i liable to give reasons
everytime

even when i tell them
to leave me alone
their questions lurk me
when i go happy again

am i not the master
of my own mood
y i hav to behave as
others do

i have started believing
i am jus a mask
my face has lost
or its jus inside
but this mask is
a permanent one

a mask
which cannot be removed
which cannot be chased
which cannot be adopted
its just meee